Expressing Me...

A 100watts Smile :)

2012-02-01T07:16:00.000-08:00

Sitting in a silent room with grief in heart and tears in eyes.... thinking about someone whom you now that now in future you would no longer together! Thinking about all the times ,the happy times spent together!! And suddenly phones rings.. and its a call from some unexpected! from a person who is your faculty... your teacher. !!!

It happened with me.... I was sitting and rain was falling from the stars..... i was totally drenched in it! phone rang... It was My sir... Ans today was his birthday.... He thanked me for my wishes as i was the first one to wish him!! i texted him over the midnight! His one 'thank you' enlightened my face with joy... his 'many many ... billions and trillions of thnkz' were like a gift to me.. A piece of joy,A reason for me to cheer-up!!

Life is not the same as always,and as what we expect it to be!! It is full of surprises and these kind of small surprises really works as a candle in the dark room..................... which leaves a 100watt smile on the faces!! :)

The Alchemist

2012-01-31T11:03:00.000-08:00

"The boy didn't know what a person's "destiny" was. It's what you have always wanted to accomplish. Everyone, when they are young, knows what their destiny is. At that point in their lives, everything is clear and everything is possible. They are not afraid to dream, and to yearn for everything they would like to see happen to them in their lives. But, as time passes, a mysterious force begins to convince them that it will be impossible for them to realize their destiny."
"The Alchemist: A Fable About Following Your Dream" by Paulo Coelho

Dreams, symbols, signs, and adventure follow the reader like echoes of ancient wise voices in "The Alchemist ", a novel that combines an atmosphere of Medieval mysticism with the song of the desert. With this symbolic masterpiece Coelho states that we should not avoid our destinies, and urges people to follow their dreams, because to find our "Personal Myth" and our mission on Earth is the way to find "God", meaning happiness, fulfillment, and the ultimate purpose of creation.

"The Alchemist", is an exciting novel that bursts with optimism; it is the kind of novel that tells you that everything is possible as long as you really want it to happen.

"The Alchemist" is a novel that may appeal to everybody: all of us have dreams, and are dying for somebody to tell us that they may come true. The novel skillfully combines words of wisdom, philosophy, and simplicity of meaning and language, which makes it particularly readable and accounts for its bestselling status.

"The Alchemist" by Paulo Coelho is a must read. It´s a book that could change your life forever.

Horoscope!!!

2012-01-26T10:20:00.001-08:00

Sagittarius Jan 26 2012: You have a set expectation for an upcoming social event, meeting, or goal. In your mind, you can see exactly how it should unfold. You have imagined it over and over, and you have become quite attached to your version of things. But what if this important moment does not unfold as you believe it will? Will you be disappointed? As a Sagittarius, you do tend to become fixed on certain ideas. To be sure that you can fully enjoy a wonderful experience in the very near future, open your mind to other possibilities. Then you'll be able to take full advantage of what's offered to you. -- Copyright (c) DailyHoroscope. Download it now -- http://bit.ly/DHmobile

Zindagi is tarah si...

2012-01-26T10:16:00.001-08:00

Zindagi is tarah si lagne lagi... Rang udd jaye jo deewaro se!!
Ab chupane ko apna kuch na raha... Zakham dikhne lage dararo se!!
Me teri hu parchai mujhko kese rakhoge khud se juda...
Bhul karna to fitrat hai meri kyuki insaan hu mein,nahi hu khuda...
Mujhko hai apni har ik khata manzur... Bhul ho jati hai insano se!!
Ab chupane ko........
Jab kabhi sham k andhero me raah panchi bhul jate hai.. Vo subha k ujale me milo chal ke... Apni shaakho me laut aate....
Kuch humare bhi saath aisa hua,hum yahi keh rahe isharo mein....
Ab chupane ko..........

Each n every line f ths song is rly nice n touching!!!
Its a nice song sad song from th movie murder!!
Rating 5/5 for lyrics...

my horoscope for today!!

2012-01-14T01:48:00.001-08:00

Sagittarius Jan 14 2012
Don't worry so much about doing or saying all the right things. There is someone you want to impress - or perhaps you NEED to impress this person. This individual has some kind of authority, and you are seeking his/her approval. Maybe this involves a job, or a connection, or an agreement of some kind, and so you are understandably nervous about the outcome. But as long as you are true to yourself and you follow your heart, you can't go wrong. This opportunity has become available because someone believes in you. So relax.

Its all GOOD now..!!

2011-11-25T02:21:00.000-08:00

Changes are very difficult to accept especially when you are not willing that things would change so far...... but once you start looking at the positive aspects.... you even Begin to enjoy & adjust with the changes!!!

This happened with me!! Yeah... i knew things would change... But never knew that changes would be in this direction! hmmmm its was really hard to live esp. when past memories were so good... but crying when remembering the good things was my mistake actually... as those days would never ever come back.. so,i decided to cherish them and try to make this present much more beautiful that my past.. i know its a kind of an impossible task but still... when I'll try for this much,then only I'll get the near-about results...!!!!

Feeling happy to say that "its all really good now...."

Journey of life is like travelling in a hill-station!! sometimes its a beautiful scene full of snowy-mountains,green valleys & flowers.... and sometimes its as disastrous as a land-slide or an avalanche.....

So,Be positive... Think positive.... And live happy happy...!!

bless all ^_^

Nothing's Goin Well..!!

2011-10-07T11:19:00.000-07:00

Ohh well.. I started this new phase ofmy life by saying "HOPE ALL GOES WELL" .. but it seems like nothing is going well... Mostly i find myself totally screwed-up!! All of the planning done by me,went in vain!! Nothing is going according to what i thought it would go... though i always say not to expect much.. but still i had some of the expectations ,which did not came-up...

Oh Lord..!!! Help...!!!!!

Plz Make things go well now!!!

Its High-Time now....

Ahh..!!!

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Lord! Bless Me N Bless All...

Happy friday

2011-08-05T10:36:00.000-07:00

Every Friday is a HAPPY FRIDAY for me....!!!

Reason Being is that after a Long week full of hard-work,i meet my family...!!

Many say Hostel life is so much & all.... Yeah i do agree..!! But For me its a tuff-thing..... I do agree that i enjoy and have fun with my roomies & friends.... But still,at the end of the day.....

I miss My home a loads...!!! & When its FRIDAY... My happiness is at its top most level.. as it the day when i go home & meet my family...!!!!!

Love You Family...

Reelity v/s Reality :)

2011-07-31T19:30:00.001-07:00

Ohkep! Lets not make it complicated...!!
It might be possible that title of this post would seems to be much complicated for many...
Well,to make it simple i wana say.. Reelity is d reel life-the world of movies.. N reality is the real life real world.. No fiction!!
As all know very well that i'm damn FILMY..! So,i have somthing related to this to share today...!!
Actually,what happened today was that for the first time i had to travel all-alone by a bus (an a.c. Bus,not that gandi wali bus.. Jisme people stinks like anything!:p )...
Got up N got ready.. Rushed to the bus-station... My bus was about to depart... Rushed into it n bagged a seat... The front most window seat!!
N the most my journey began n the moment i reached highway, their came a song in my mind which previously i always use to wonder when i use to travel with family-o-friendz! It was the one of my fav.s from my most loved actor whom i adore like anything,whom i am crazy about the one n only 'shahid kapoor'.. N the song was 'aao meelo chale' from the movie jab we met... I always use to text this song to my friendz whenever i traveled or whenever they traveled...! I automatically started smiling while looking at the roads,the greenry n the awesome view from my window...!! I updated my FB Status with few lines of this song,then
I played the track N started wondering how amazing it would have if one would be given a chance to re-live that song...! I ws once again n as usual completly lost in the world of dreamz.. Then soon i was back to the reality then thought it would have been a wonderful experience if this journey of mine would have been that exciting n intresting.. N esp. If SHAHID would have been seated beside me instead of an tall-dark-muscular uncle!!
Well... Not fully, But partially my this first experience was truly nice.. Esp. When i added the essence of 'aao meelo chale' n dreamz n pics of shahid..!! :)
now i'l end this up with few lines of this song...
''baithe baithe aise kaise koi rasta naya sa mile...
Tu bhi chale mein bhi chalu honge kam yeh tabhi faasle...
Aao mil jaega,hoga jaha pe raasta...
Aao meelo chale,jana kaha na ho pata...
Hum jo chalne lage.. Chalne lage hai yeh raaste...''

A New Start...

2011-07-24T00:05:00.000-07:00

Well..... Its has been around 4days since i have started my journey to an entire new world.........
To easen-it-up,can say,.. i'v joined a new college.... Place is really very happening and exciting.....
People around me are so busy doing thier works... and that work seems so exciting that I always feel like joining them..... Everything is so professional,may it be photography or journaling or anything else....
Its like living Like a Dream... Being at a place where Everything is of my hobby,my choice.... Music-Writing-Photography-Creativity!!
1st day was not-so-good... 2nd say was quit exciting.. actually... their was a kind-of TALENT-SCREENING...!! I dont know what had happened to me that time... inspite of winning so many DANCE-COMPETITIONS,I choosed to SING...!! May be,As i was new here ,so i wanted to TRY something new,something Which was not my FORTE but a LIKING or a HOBBY....!!!
Though I didnot had anything in my hand Like a prize or something... but A Sweet memory!! A memory in which i Had Left Many faces with a smile Saying "really nice Haan" :)
This New place Has One more thing which is really very Intresting....
Its is like "yaha pe time ka pata he nahi chalta..."
Seriously.... Times flies so fast... That I never get time to Face boredom..!!
I was wondering that how i would be able cope-up with the things which were entirely new N Anjaan for me...... The changes.!! But I'v Finally accepted the changes......
Now Hope All Goes Well.......
Keeping My Fingers Crossed........

Its An EMPTY Feeling...

2011-07-13T11:58:00.000-07:00

There are times in life... when we are scared to adopt new things just because in past we have some kind of a bad-experience!! then gradually.... we adopt... and we become habitual to those situations.... then after some time... when we ACTUALLY start loving,due to some reason we have to leave....... leaving behind a feeling of emptiness within ourselves...
Sometimes we are so "out-of-Expressions" that we dont know what to express.... We wish to cry... coz of No-Reason...... Wish to scream-out-loudly... Wish to hurt ourselves... and we dont have the reason to explain these kind-of-feelings... Sometimes,we are in such a dilemma... that we can neither move-on nor hang-on.. neither we can let go.. nor we can hold it in our fists!!!
Its all blue N grey around.......
When i face such kind-of situations.... I jus think of a phrase which really acts as a RAY of HOPE for me....
It says "the darker you reach... the near light is... N if its all black,Just wait... Next moment is the sunshine...."
Hope all goes well.................................
God Bless.!!

Dil...Sambhal ja zara...

2011-06-08T09:01:00.000-07:00

My new Fav. song ... from the movie MURDER2...!!!!
Its a must listen song for every music-lover.....

"Jab jab tere paas main aaya
Ik sukoon mila...
Jise main tha bhoolta aaya
Woh wajood mila...
Jab aaye mausam gam ke
Tujhe yaad kiya.....
Ho,
Jab sehme tanhapan se
Tujhe yaad kiya.......................

Hmm.. dil...
Sambhal ja zara,
Phir mohabbat Karne chala hai tu....
Dil...
yahin ruk jaa zara,
Phir mohabbat Karne chala hai tu....

Aisa kyun kar hua....
Jaanu naa
Main jaanu naa
O..o....

Dil.. sambhal ja zara
Phir mohabbat Karne chala hai tu......
Dil.. yahin ruk jaa zara
Phir mohabbat Karne chala hai tu......

Jis raah pe,
Hai ghar tera,
Aksar wahan se Haan main hoon guzra...
shayad yahi,
Dil mein raha,
Tu mujh ko mil jaye
Kya pata.....???

Kya hai yeh silsila??
Jaanu naa,
Main jaanu naa,
O..o..

Dil...
sambhal ja zara,
Phir mohabbat Karne chala hai tu........
Dil...
yahin ruk jaa zara,
Phir mohabbat Karne chala hai tu.........

Kuch bhi nahi,
Jab darmiyan,
Phir kyun hai dil,
Tere hi khwaab bunta,
Chaha ki de Tujhko bhula....
Par yeh bhi mumkin,
Ho na sakaa....

Kya hai yeh maamla?
Jaanu naa,
Main jaanu naa.......

Dil...
sambhal ja zara........................................................."

Loved it.....
Jus Awesome!!! <3

Sharing...

2011-06-05T08:14:00.000-07:00

Some words be rhymed on SHARING......

"When we share laughter,
there's twice the fun...
When we share success,
we surpass what we've done..!!
When we share problems,
there's half the pain...
When we share tears,
a rainbow follows rain..!!
When we share dreams,
they become real...
When we share secrets,
our hearts we reveal..!!
If we share a smile,
then opur love shows...
If we share a hug,
then our love grows..!!
If we share with someone,
on whom we depend...
that person becomes,
Our sweet friend..!!
And what draws us closer,
and makes us all CARE....??
Is not what we own...
But THAT WHAT WE SHARE....!!!"

Getting Thoughful...

2011-05-25T23:33:00.000-07:00

heya...!!!
ya i know... I'm updating my blog (with my original words) after such a long time.... actually... was willing to update but wasn't getting a framed thing to update!!!
Or In My words can say... was not getting words to write to express myself.......
these days,came across many situations... Some good... Some better & Some best....
(touch-wood) ^..^
Last night... I was wondering how people come across our ways in a very strange way but then they turn into an inseparable part of our lives.....
leave us wondering "hmmm.... humara milna likha tha"
Its like something very strange according to me.... seems as if everything is planned already....
One of my friend told me about her friendship with a guy.... she met him in Delhi-Bangalore flight...!! he was d Steward of that flight...!! after telling me the whole story she said "hmmm but in anyways,humara milna likha ta!! " and line of hers left me with this whole stuff......
I began to thought about how i met ppl in my life... & everytym ther was something like "agar me yeh na karti to shayad hum na milte" may it b my old school-college friends.... childhood buddies... or teachers.. or even sum unknowns who now r a very imp. part of my life...........
Seriously.... its worth thinking......... we do have a story of our owns... !!!!
keep your eyes n heart open.... u never know,wen u cm across sum1 special, imp. n inseparable who brings d best out of u, In a very strange way.........................................

Kitne dafe dil ne kaha.....

2011-05-25T05:10:00.000-07:00

"Kitne dafe dil ne kaha, dil ki suni kitne dafe
Waise toh teri na mein bhi maine dhoond li apni khushi
Tu jo agar haan kahe toh baat hogi aur hi
Waise toh teri naa mein bhi maine dhoond li apni khushi
Tu jo agar haan kahe toh baat hogi aur hi
Dil hi rakhne ko kabhi, upar upar se sahi keh dena haan
Keh dena haan yun hi
Kitne dafe dil ne kaha, dil ki suni kitne dafe

Kitne dafe hairaan hua main yeh soch ke
Uthti hai ibaadat ki khushbuein kyun mere ishq se
Jaise hi mere honth yeh chhoo lete hain tere naam ko
Lagey ke sajda kiya keh ke tujhe shabad ke bol do
Yeh khudai chodh ke, phir aaja tu zameen pe
Aur jaa na kahin, tu saath reh ja mere
Kitne dafe dil ne kaha, dil ki suni kitne dafe

Kitne dafe mujhko laga tere saath udate hue
Aasmaani dukaanon se dhoond ke pighla doon main chaand yeh
Tumhaare in kaano mein pehna bhi doon boonde banaa
Phir yeh main soch loon samjhegi tu jo main na keh saka
Par darta hoon abhi na yeh tu poocahe kahin
Kyun laaye ho yeh, kyun laaye ho yeh yun hi
Kitne dafe dil ne kaha, dil ki suni kitne dafe.............................."

An Awesome Song From the movie "tanu weds manu"....
truely romantic.... and touching..... i jus love it.... thought its worth sharing....
so ..... =) <3

I'v Seen....

2011-05-05T08:48:00.000-07:00

I'v seen castles made out of sand...

Met people who believe destiny is engravd on the palm of their hands...

I'v seen people change their faith...

Experienced love change into hate...

I'v seen people grow younger with age...

And a bird who wud'nt fly out an open cage...

People who are devastated inside but outside they're funny...

people who owned half the city have now hit the road...

I'v learnt to expect the unexpected...

Perfection doesnt exists,v all r defected...

Everyone cries... Some just hide their tears...

Someone may belev ur one in a million...

For others ur just another nobody in a billion...

Time flies... without lettin us know the changes in ourselves....

jus wana say... feel blessd wth woteva v have ryt now......

take care...

By the river Piedra...

2011-03-02T06:32:00.000-08:00

"By the river Piedra,I sat down and wept" the international bestseller novel by paulo-coelho sir...

Paulo coelho sir have always been my fav. author... Yesterday was reading this novel and on reaching the 8th page of this novel,I understood the reason behind this book to be declared as the "international-best seller".

Thought,those lines are worth sharing....

lines are as follows:-
"Rarely do we realize that we are in the midst of the extraordinary.Miracles occur all around us,signs from God shows us the way,angels plead to be heard,but we pay little attention to them because we have been taught that we must follow certain formulas and rules if we want to find God.we do not recognize that god is wherever we allow him/her to enter"
- Paulo-coelho

Books by paulo sir are worthwhile reading and appreciating and also following... and thats why,i respect him lot.A True Inspiration to all.........................

Missing chiki... :'(

2011-02-24T01:46:00.000-08:00

Chiki .... My love,my pup.......!!!

chiki is my sweet li'l puppy.... was gifted to me by a dear friend of mine......
but now she is not with me..!!
Oh wait...
damn...!! this doesnt means that she is no more...!! No-No she is fit N fine.....
I pray for a long n healthy life of hers....

Due to some circumstances,have to return her....
But trust me,Cried all my heart out when she was goin..... 2Months have passed..
But i cant forget those 20days of our togetherness...
She was just a month old..... white in colour....!!
The thing which still hurts me is that she had started recognizing my voice and use to follow my words.........!!!! On me entering the house,she use to come out running here n there around me.... seemed as if she was waiting for me to come and play with her..... My House seems a kind-of empty without her..........
:(

I never thought that a bond made within a span of 20days would turn out to be into an ever-lasting sweet n cherished memory of mine........
I'l never ever forget her....... just like my old pet "kemmy" ,chiki has also become an important part of my life.... wethr she s with me or not....

Just for you chiki:-
"Love you a lot chiki.... would miss you forever................. hope we had been together for a lifetime..........."

Friendship... A Special Feeling ツ

2011-02-24T01:22:00.000-08:00

Soмєtιмєs ιn lιƒє, you ƒιnd α sρєсιαl ƒяιєnd...
Soмєonє who сhαNgєs youя lιƒє just ьy ьєιng α ραяt oƒ ιt...
Soмєonє who мαkєs you lαugh untιl you сαи't stoρ...Soмєonє who мαkєs you ьєlιєvє thαt thєяє is яєαlly good ιn thє woяld.... Soмєonє who сonvιnсєs you thαt thєяє яєαlly ιs αn unloсkєd dooя just wαιtιng ƒoя you to oρєn ιt...

Thιs ιs ƒoяєvєя ƒяιєndshιρ....

Whєn you'яє down αиd thє woяld sєємs dαяk αиd ємρty, youя ƒoяєvєя ƒяιєnd lιƒts you uρ ιn sριяιt αиd мαkєs thαt dαяk αиd ємρty woяld suddєnly sєєм ьяιght αиd ƒull...

Youя ƒoяєvєя ƒяιєnd gєts you thяough thє hαяd tιмєs, thє sαd tιмєs αnd thє сoиƒusєd tιмєs. ιƒ you tuяn αnd wαlk αwαy, youя ƒoяєvєя ƒяιєиd ƒollows. ιƒ you losє youя wαy, youя ƒoяєvєя ƒяιєnd guιdєs you αиd сhєєяs you up. Youя ƒoяєvєя ƒяιєnd holds youя hαnd αиd tєlls you thαt єvєяythιng ιs goιиg to ьє okαy. αиd ιƒ you ƒιnd suсh α ƒяιєnd, you ƒєєl hαρρy αиd сoмρlєtє ьєсαusє you nєєd not woяяy.!!

I'm really thankful to god for blessing me with such good friends (touch-wood)....

Hope this friendship lasts forever...... <3

My Horoscope Says...

2010-12-20T02:35:00.000-08:00

well.... As I always am intrested in reading my horoscopes daily... because I think some way or other,it helps me to take a wise decision....!!
And the best part is,whenever I have a question or a confusion in my mind,I always get an answer by reading my horoscopes....!!!
Since last few days,I was worried for a situation... because I had some kind of a Bad-Experience for on facing the same situation earlier! that time what I did resulted in to a big grief...!! So,I was confused, what should I do? should I step back?or should I proceed?? would proceeding again as previously would be a correct decision or not??
Finally,I got an answer....
my horoscope for today says:-

"" it's time to start making the changes you need to make. Don't let the past ruin your chance for happiness in the present.""

I dont know whether its correct or not,but by now this is only what I am going to follow with a faith that -
"YES,NOTHING WOULD GO WRONG NOW"

now I would end-up by sayin as usual,
Be positive...
Bless You All...
Take Care....

Timeless Ghazals...

2010-12-19T05:14:00.000-08:00

Ghazals...!! Timeless ghazals........!!
since a long time.... i was thinking to write for these..... though it is just a "genre" of music.... or songs... but ghazals have always been special to people of all ages...!!!
during teenage of urs, v use to say to our parents "oh my god,wot kind of songs u guys r listenin sooo boring" but time passed n we find these boring stuff entering our life and turing out to be an imp. part of it......

I can say all this as me myself was least intrestd in all these stuff but by now,in the span of 3years i'v experienced a change in my choice of songs.... i ACTUALLY love ghazals.....!!
Although ther r many grt singers like 'gulam-ali ji,pankaj udas ji but jagjit singh ji is my fav.
i jus love his ghazals.... wethr be "jhuki jhuki si nazar" from the movie arth or may it be "badi nazuk hai yeh manzil,mohabbat ka safar hai" from joggers park..........................

these all are a treat for ears....!!
although since childhood i loved hearing oldies of kishore-da n rafi-ji but that time i never thought that in future i'll b luvin ghazals too.......

my all time fav. ghazal is "Aapke dil ne hume awaz di,hum agaye" by jagjit singh ji.....!!! its a "must listen" ghazal fr all ghazal-lovers.................... :)

Aas-Pass Hai Khuda...

2010-12-02T02:51:00.000-08:00

Another song from the movie 'anjana-anjani' which is very positive and soothing song.....!!! it feels like getting a heavenly call from god or an angel and realising his/her presence near us through our tuff and rough times in life.............
lyrics of the song our as follows.:-

"dhundhla jaayein jo manzilein

ek pal ko tu nazar jhuka
jhuk jaye sar jahan wahi
milta hain rab ka rasta
teri kismat tu badal de
rakh himmat bus chal de
tera saathi mere kadmon ke hain nishan

tu na jaane aas pass hai khuda
tu na jaane aas pass hai khuda

khud pey daal tu nazar
halaton se haar kar

kahan.. chala re
haath ki lakeer ko
modhta marodhta hai hosla re
to khud tere khawabon ke rang mein
tu apne jahan ko bhi rang de
ke chalta hoon main tere sang mein
ho shaam bhi toh kya

jab hoga andhera
tab payega dar mera
uss dar pe phir hogi teri subah

tu na jaane aas pass hai khuda
tu na jaane aas pass hai khuda

mit jaate hain…
sabke nishaan
bas ek woh mit-ta nahi.. hey..
maan le jo har mushkil ko
marzi meri
ho humsafar na tera jab koi
tu ho jahan rahoonga main wahi
tujhse kabhi na ek pal bhi main juda

tu na jaane aas pass hain khuda
tu na jaane aas pass hain khuda...."

really a lovely song!!!

Worth Sharing Beauty...

2010-11-22T00:18:00.000-08:00

well,i really dont know why i clicked this pic...... but i found this view very attractive and couldnt stop myself from capturing such an attractive and simple view of nature with shades of green & red..... it was when i was waiting at mysore station for my taxi & suddenly it started raining............... just felt awesome....!!!
Some more pics of that time are as follows...

Naina Lagiya Barisha..........

2010-09-20T22:36:00.000-07:00

Here'S a New Song From the movie Anjana-Anjani....
Its a very senti song... i really like the tunes-chords n lyrics of this song... Felt like posting it here so...........

"Naina Laggeyan Baarishan
Tu sukke sukke sapne vi pijj gaye
Naina Laggeyan Baarishan
Rove palkan de Kone vich neend meri
Naina Laggeyan Baarishan
Hanju digde ne chot lage dil te
Naina Laggeyan Baarishan
Rut birha de badlan di chhaa gayi

Kaali kaali khaali raaton se
Hone lagi hai dosti
khoya khoya in raahon mein
Ab mera kuch bhi nahi
Har pal her lamha, main kaise sehta hoon
Har pal her lamha main khud se yeh kehta rehta hoon

Tujhe bhula diya oh,-3
Phir kyun teri yaadon ne
Mujhe rula diya.. oh-2

Teri yaadon mein likhte jo lafz dete hai sunaai
beete lamhe poochhte hain kyun hue aise juda.. khuda,
Khuda mila jo yeh faasla hain
Khuda tera hi yeh faisla hain
Khuda hona tha woh ho gaya
Jo tune thha likha

Tujhe bhula diya oh.....................

Naina Laggeyan Baarishan...........

Dol pal tujh se juda thha,
Aise phir rasta muda thha,
Tujh se main khone laga,
Juda jaise hone laga,
Mujh se kuch mera

Tu hi mera liye abb kr dua,
Tu hi is dard se kar de juda,
Tera hoke tera jo main na raha,
Main yeh khud se kehta hoon,

Tujhe bhula diya, oh,
Tujhe bhula diya, oh
Tujhe bhula diya, oh
Phir kyun teri yaadon ne
Mujhe rula diya....................."

Feeling Rainy!!! :)

2010-09-18T03:33:00.000-07:00

Rains!!!
The first drops of rain always bring a smile on our faces. The smell of wet soil, the damp grass, and the slosh of puddles under our feet make us want to dance with wanton joy. Rains make a heart go romantic....!!!
Ever danced in the rain?????

The feeling is inexplicably beautiful. Just try once.... Try to feel the tender raindrops on your palms.... Try to listen the rhythm... Try to feel the joy of standing barefooted alone under the cloudy sky with water-drops on your face..........................
Its just awesome...!!!

I Just love rains... I never miss a chance to get into this feeling of joy......
just try once......!!! U'll love it.......................... :)

Lets Laugh Out Load... Happy LOLing..!!! :)

2010-09-06T01:50:00.000-07:00

even if you've already read this... it's worth
reading once more...... DO NOT MISS A SINGLE LINE ......

For All You Maths freakos....

Keep Smiling... bless you all... :)

the Ultimate beauty........

2010-08-25T07:30:00.000-07:00

Perilous mood swings

2010-08-21T05:03:00.000-07:00

Some times of life are too hard to pass or you can say too tough to survive...
one goes through different sorts of mindsets and is unable to decide whats good or bad for self.
You need to satisfy everyone's need and see to it that no one gets disappointed!!!
There are times when you have to either listen to what your heart says or what your mind says . These are just my general thoughts and feelings.
I call this as "perilous mood swings". When you are unable to take decisions or decide for yourself and try to search for end results beforehand.
Its just that my past week was full of all sorts of emotions and feelings...unable to decide whats right or wrong, whats good or bad.
The mere thot of future consequences also worried!!!!

I always wonder that god should send an angel to guide through this path of dilemma...

but still... thinking positive and hoping for the best in future...... fingers-crossed!!! :)

[well... this post was originally written by my frnd harshit... so... im really thankful to him for giving his WORDS to my THOUGHTS which i w unable to jott down since last few days.... thnkz tintin :) ]

Satisfactory Words!!!

2010-08-20T05:35:00.000-07:00

wel... it has been again a long time since i posted coz i'm not gettn enuf time to write & update...
today... i was going through my horoscope and found it very intresting... it also made me feel very satisfied from within... Sometimes these kind-a-things give such a peace to mind... i'm really happy to read this....
and it says:-

"This is a really good time of the month to get noticed, so get out there and take charge. Things will generally get busier, reserve extra time on your schedule for unanticipated appointments or prolonged, profitable personal engagements. The spotlight turns up, and you're on stage -- perform!

Wellness:

45%

Intellect:

65%

Love:

100%

Emotions:

Intuition:

100%

Creativity:

74%

Work:

88%

Money:

66%

Sagittarius Love Horoscope
There's a good chance of great emotional harmony and support in your life now. Being empathic to the feelings and instincts of other people comes naturally at this time, and can bring you much success. Listen to your intuition. don't force them. Take a risk and speak up if you feel the need!"

cool na.... :)

Experience Jaipur!

2010-07-23T21:39:00.000-07:00

Jaipur...
truely amazing & a full historical city....

Feeling Happy Happy!!!

2010-07-18T19:12:00.000-07:00

Heya... Long time since i posted here... actually i wsnt gettn sumthin intresting to share... but for now.. i'v decided i'l regularly update my blog!!!

this mornin i got up with a wish n a smile... it was raining outside! and my mom told me that its raining since last night... such a cool wether,pleasent morning.. "THE PERFECT MORNING"
Drizzling brings such a nice feeling from within... Feels very happy happy and also a positivity! good day to all..... hope this Awesome weather stays forever... bless u guys... tc!

That Someone SPECIAL...!!!

2010-05-25T02:12:00.000-07:00

Presence of someone special makes things even more brighter...!!!

This was the last college fest for me as i'v alrdy told that im about to leave this college! I took part in many of the events...
but i wonder sometimes.... their was something very special with me during the fest,which made each n every moment special for me! Someone who cared for me,even though we were not so close... someone who helped me even though we were not such good frnz... someone whose appreciation was like getting the best of both worlds.......
Its a great feeling that someone who is not close to you appreciates you,helps you and cares for you.....
I wonder how relations grow so deep!!! according to me,its not necessary that the special person of your life is your best friend or girl-friend/boy-friend...!!!

Just-a-sweet friend can also be that special someone of your life....
Its just we need a vision to see and understand that who is that special person who makes your life beautiful like heaven.... whose presence & absence matters you a lot... who is helping you without even letting you know... whose smiles make you happy from within... who gives you the ultimate happniess...

by now... i realise that this fest would not have been so special to me if that sweet friend of mine wouldnt have been with me.... I got deeply attached with this college in last two months And now i really feel sad that i should have met that friend before so that i would have been able to collect more memories to cherish forever..........................................
I just wana thank god for blessing me with such a friend in my life...
hope this friendship lasts forever n ever........!!!!

15-May!!! Birthday of my inspiration...

2010-05-23T21:43:00.000-07:00

Madhuri-Dixit (indian bollywood actress)

yeah! She is my true source of inspiration....!!!
I'm sorry,i should have made this post on 15th of may but as i was not in town,i could'nt update my blog!!! just wanna say... belated happy birthday... may u b blessed with more n more success,happniess n luck!!!

Some Dreams...

2010-05-23T21:12:00.000-07:00

well! well! well!
the heading of this post + the pic posted above can clearly depict what is exactly going through my mind....
so... no long descriptions for now!!!
Just feel the happniess.... and try to be real always....!!!

A Story in a Story!

2010-05-14T10:51:00.000-07:00

Today i came across a very strange but a true fact....!!!
2hrs back,I was watchin a movie...
The guy in that movie said a very true fact....
he said- Each One Of us have a story of our own... and as we meet people around us,thier story merges with our story... and so it goes on n on...!!!
Its a very deep thought... atleast according to me...!!!
and its also worth to think once that how many stories our connected with ourselves... It totally depends on us either we try to make a b'utiful story out of it,which can be cherished forever... or can make it as a nightmare...
I never thought of that my behaviour can effect somebody's beautiful story...!!!
so...
as i always say....
Keep it real and good...!!!
Smile and try to make others smile too...!!!
bless you all....

How things become so SPECIAL!!!

2010-05-13T20:41:00.000-07:00

well... I'll b a graduate this year.... or either should say next month....!!! Its feels great to think that after three years of "HARD-WORK" (why??? bunking classes,roaming with frnz,partying every now n then,fighting for small stupid things,sharing tears n smiles and li'l bit of studies... all these things comprise together as a Hard Work [:)]...) i am graduating finally......
But On the other side... i feel low when i think about all these happy days of mine.... coz now they'll neva come back...!!!
I remember,when i joined my college,i was damn upset coz everything was new n i thought that this place is not what actually i thought for.... but frst day itself i made a new frnd.... She was the one who was Some-What-Similar to me... we had a great tuning together.... yeah...!!! we shared our fear and all the night-mare-kind-a-things about that new place.... time passed!after few weeks.... I had a grup of five girls...!!! A true GANG-OF-GALS...!!! really enjoyd a lot during that time....
saw many ups n downs......
Again Made new frnz.... n now these new frnz also became an integral part of me...
Now i Had a BIG gang of FRIENDZ......!!! This time period of three years have also taught many lessons to me....... Now I'm much better as a person than i was when i joined here... Now i have learnt to take decisions myself... also to think & take things positively.....!!!
GRADUALLY,this place became very special to me....!! people over here either known or unknown were so familiar just like a family....!!! I n My frnz Started calling this as The SECOND-HOME of ours....!!!
Because of this college.... i made some really special friends of mine.... N now i feel complete that i have all,which i thought of having with me.....!!!
I'v experienced all type of things over here... joy,sadness,anger,forgivness,fights,compromises..... everything!!
I never realised the importance of this college till the time i didnt realised that i'm about to leave this place...... now... when itz time to say bye-bye,i am realising the importance....
I'm gonna miss this place a lot...
May my friends be with me forever.....
I have to move on with all those sweet n sour memories deep within my heart hoping for the good ahead because i cant hope for the best as best was what i had here.......!!!

Everything Happens for a reason!!!

2010-05-10T09:26:00.000-07:00

Today i realised that yes!everything either good or bad,happens for a reason.... just the person should have patience and faith... 5days ago,i was very much disappointed about wat all was going around me... i was thinking that this is not all wot i have actually planned... but now i got to know that expecting things always leads to a big disappointment!!!
I also have started believing that one should walk ahead without wondering about the result and also should have patience.... coz everything happens for a reason... and that reason is always a good one....!!!!

You Say It Best...

2010-05-08T04:05:00.000-07:00

Presenting you a very sweet n dear song from RONAN KEATINGS...
Itz one of my favourites.....
& i Just love this song.....

"It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark
Try as I may I could never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing.

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me...
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me...
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall...
You say it best... when you say nothing at all..!!!

All day long I can hear people talking out loud,
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd,
Try as they may they could never define,
What's been said between your heart and mine...

oh...
The smile on your face lets me know that you need me...
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me...
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall...
You say it best... when you say nothing at all..!!!"

where this path leads to...???

2010-05-06T11:06:00.000-07:00

I often hear that some guys say... "Life Is Like a JOurney".. sometimes i agree.... but most of the times A Big NO-NO.... I wish life would have been like a journey and we all have a MAP with us.... so that we can see where are we going ... and what is the destination of the path on which we are walkin right now.... or with which we can see that weather this path is fine for us or not.... but no... everytime... we have to face the unexpected....... we always expect the best of both worlds... but result is very unexpected...sometimes is tooooo positive n sometimes damn negative.... I'm very often confused what to do and what not to... coz i'm not knowing what is better n what is worst...!!! I'm just walking n Walking... with the dreams in my eyes... and with the hope that "YES! This Path Leads To SUCCESS"...
But for this...... the most important thing is PATIENCE.. yes... I have to move on with patience and with a hope that FUTURE IS BETTER THAN TODAY....

Bless u all.....

Awesome Answers from UPSC Civil Service Examinations! worth reading once...

2010-04-30T10:39:00.000-07:00

Technical Skill is the mastery of complexity, while Creativity is the master of presence of mind.

Awesome Answers from UPSC Civil Service Examinations

Q. How can you drop a raw egg onto a concrete floor without cracking it?
A. Concrete floors are very hard to crack! (UPSC Topper)

Q. If it took eight men ten hours to build a wall, how long would it take four men to build it?
A. No time at all it is already built. (UPSC 23rd Rank Opted for IFS)

Q. If you had three apples and four oranges in one hand and four apples and three oranges in the other hand, what would you have?
A. Very large hands. (Good one) (UPSC 11 Rank Opted for IPS)

Q. How can you lift an elephant with one hand?
A. You will never find an elephant with one hand. (UPSC Rank 14 Opted for IES)

Q. How can a man go eight days without sleep?
A. No Probs, He sleeps at night. (UPSC IAS Rank 98)

Q. If you throw a red stone into the blue sea what it will become?
A. It will Wet or Sink as simple as that. (UPSC IAS Rank 2)

Q. What looks like half apple ?
A: The other half. (UPSC - IAS Topper )

Q. What can you never eat for breakfast?
A: Dinner.

Q. Bay of Bengal is in which state?
A: Liquid (UPSC 33 Rank)

Interviewer said "I shall either ask you ten easy questions or one really difficult question. Think well before you make up your mind!" The boy thought for a while and said, "my choice is one really difficult question." "Well, good luck to you, you have made your own choice! Now tell me this.
"What comes first, Day or Night?"
The boy was jolted into reality as his admission depends on the correctness of his answer, but he thought for a while and said, "It's the DAY sir!"
"How" the interviewer asked.
"Sorry sir, you promised me that you will not ask me a SECOND difficult question!"
He was selected for IIM!

Technical Skill is the mastery of complexity, while Creativity is the master of presence of mind.
This is a famous paper written for an Oxford philosophy exam, normally requiring an eight page essay answer and expected to be backed up with source material, quotes and analytical reasoning. This guy wrote the below answer and topped the exam!

*OXFORD EXAMINATION BOARD 1987* *ESSAY QUESTION*
Question: What is courage? (50 Marks)
Answer: This is courage

So Far... So good...

2010-04-29T22:49:00.000-07:00

I know it has not been long, but the change in my attitude really seem to be making a difference. The power of positive thinking is amazing. Now, Everything seems to be good n happy....
Sometimes I feel like I get so caught-up in life that I forget to live. I don't want to do that anymore. I want to live my life to the fullest and enjoy as much of it as I can. I am working on reminding myself of what is important and let the other stuff go. Sometimes I have trouble with that. Sometimes I forget to look at the "small picture" and focus too much on the big one, problem with that is that if the "small picture" is out of focus, it looks worse when you blow-it-up, all blurry and messy!

No more negative! That is not to say that everything is positive, but instead of negative maybe it can just be and I can find a way to work through it. I have decided to live this everyday:
Laughter is a tranquilizer with no side effects.
-- Arnold Glasow
I am going to hope it is true and give it a try!

Fate...

2010-04-29T01:00:00.000-07:00

Well... it has been almost a month since last time i updated my blog....
but i wasnt gettn anything intresting which cud b rytn here....
but last night.... i was looking into my book-shelf i found an old dairy.... it ws my personal diary... turning through its pages... i found sumthing very intresting.... its was the collection of my fav. poems.... yeah! poems... and i think these poems are worth sharing....

A peom by a great poet:- Ralph Waldo Emerson

FATE :-

"Deep in the man sits fast his fate
To mould his fortunes, mean or great:
Unknown to Cromwell as to me
Was Cromwell's measure or degree;
Unknown to him as to his horse,
If he than his groom be better or worse.
He works, plots, fights, in rude affairs,
With squires, lords, kings, his craft compares,
Till late he learned, through doubt and fear,
Broad England harbored not his peer:
Obeying time, the last to own
The Genius from its cloudy throne.
For the prevision is allied
Unto the thing so signified;
Or say, the foresight that awaits
Is the same Genius that creates. "

Hats-off to ralph waldo emerson sir.....

Travelling down the memory lane...

2010-04-29T00:52:00.000-07:00

Travelling down the memory lane
is not all black 'n white.
Travelling down the memory lane
is not all lacking light.

Travelling down the memory lane
is not eye filled with tears.
Travelling down the memory lane
brings fresh and soothing air.

Travelling down the memory lane
is college, fun and friend.
Travelling down the memory lane
is full of curves and bends.

Travelling down the memory lane
is a test of time and mind
Travelling down the memory lane
is a joy of it's kind......

Some friends.....

2010-03-02T08:34:00.000-08:00

Last night, I remember one of someone i met 3 mon ths back.... it made me wonder that how relations are made and how people influence our lifes....
Sometimes,without any reason without any cause we meet people anywhere.... we dont realise thier importance at that time.... neither we wonder that we could that person one day,.... but after some-dayz...
well...
I went to kolkata in november... their In kali ji's temple i met a girl... she was standing behing me in the que of the temple... i hit her leg by-mistake... i said sorry to her n with a ver sweet smile on her face... she said itz ok...!! that was the start of our friendship.... then.... till the time i ws in temple,she ws wth me... n she told me everything relatd to kolkata...and also the history of that temple.... we also told each-other about our home-towns n our families.... Co-incidently,her home-town ws knp.!i was really shocked to hear ths... she ws also a brahmin-girl... last night.... i was trying to recall her name... but could'nt able to recall... i really wish,once in a life we can meet eachother again,..,... i beleive that day... we met each-other by god's grace.... and we will meet once again,....!!! really waiting for that day.....

Bahut Pyar Karte Hai....

2010-02-27T10:03:00.000-08:00

This is my fav. song...
i jus luv the lyrics n the rythm of this song....
"

bahut pyaar karate hain, tumko sanam
kasam chaahe le lo
khudaa kii kasam...

hamen har ghadii, aarazuu hai tumhaarii
hotii hai kaisii, sanam beqaraarii
milenge jo tumako to
bataayenge ham
bahut pyaar ...

hamaarii Gazal hai, tassavur tumhaaraa
tumhaare binaa ab, naa jiinaa hamaaraa
tumhe yuun hii chaahenge
jab tak hai dam
bahut pyaar ...

saagar kii baahon men, maujen hain jitanii
hamako bhii tumse, muhabbat hai utanii
ke ye beqaraarii naa

ab hogii kam
bahut pyaar ..."

Live With A Great Attitude...

2010-02-25T05:07:00.001-08:00

Your attitude is extremely contagious. With each casual contact,
with each phone conversation, each e-mail message, it spreads.
The people infected by your attitude then pass it along to others,
who pass it on to others still.

And as your attitude quickly spreads each day throughout
your world, it makes a difference everywhere it goes.
One smile given in the morning can multiply by afternoon into
enough encouragement for thousands of lives.
There is really no telling how far it can go.

When you consistently act with sincere kindness, consideration,
respect and positive enthusiasm, the benefits go far beyond just you alone.
Your attitude in fact helps determine what kind of world you live in each day.
It happens not through some hidden or mysterious force.

It is something you can see, understand and influence each time
you come into contact with others.
What kind of world would you most like to live in today?
Live with the attitude that will indeed make it so.
~Ralph Marston~

My Fav. Collection...

2010-02-23T07:56:00.000-08:00

This is one of my fav. poems...
itz by :- Vincen Tabatha

"""How are we so "different"?
If "different" is just a thing.
If we all have certain features,
What does "different" bring?

People filled with hatred,
Can't possibly see,
That there's not really "differences"
Between you and me.

Looks can't show "difference",
If they're just there to be seen.
If you don't look like someone else,
Why are they so mean?

If being "different" is what is wrong,
I'd rather not be right.
And I'd want to finish living,
Doing the "different" fight."""

Its like riding a bicycle

2010-02-19T07:43:00.001-08:00

If you ride too slow you lose balance; if you ride too fast you lose control.

My Love For Greeting-Cards...

2010-02-19T07:38:00.000-08:00

HaKuNa MaTaTa....

2010-02-19T07:28:00.000-08:00

HakuNa MaTaTa,,,,
wotta wonderful phrase....
HakuNa MaTaTa,,,,
Ain't No Passing Craze...
It meanz No Worries...For The Rest Of UR Dayz....
Itz a Problem Free... Philosophy....
yeahh... hakuna matata...

Life isn't easy always...

2010-02-12T21:07:00.001-08:00

Just wana say...
life isnt easy alwayz...without any reason.... we feel like crying our heart out loud...
everyone is around... but deep within inside lonliness is felt...

but then just think once.... why...???
why i'm sitting alone...???
why i'm only using the GREY colour on today's page of my life's book wen i'm having all the colours....???
why i'm sad wen the sun is shining so bright...???
all birds are playing,all flowers are blooming and why not me...???

their are 100000 reasons to smile... why m i not looking upon those reasons...
In every situation ...
THINK POSITIVE....

always remember...
"The positive thinker sees the invisible,feels the intangible,and achieves the impossible"...

Take-care...

Walk A Mile... In My Shoes...

2010-02-12T21:06:00.001-08:00

just once... feel things n see d world through my eyes........ jus once... walk a mile in my shoes....

"If I could be you, if you could be me For just one hour, if we could find a way To get inside each other's mind If you could see you through my eyes Instead your own ego I believe you'd be I believe you'd be surprised to see That you've been blind Walk a mile in my shoes just walk a mile in my shoes Before you abuse, criticize and accuse Then walk a mile in my shoes"

Frenz....

2009-12-21T05:31:00.000-08:00

Frnz for ever.....
Life has no meaning without frnz,.....
small fights... small secrets..... tears n laughter.... all are d part of it.....